Mum was diagnosed with cancer when I was 14 and it changed my little world. I was the oldest of 5 kids & had to step up to look after my mum and all 4 siblings. I know some people have it worse & I should always count my blessings but sometimes I couldn't help but drown under the weight. I found solace in this song - I felt understood and comforted knowing I could run away in sleep to paradise